I've been practicing yoga for over two decades... nearly three! And, to be fully transparent, there was a time when stepping onto my yoga mat felt more like stepping onto a stage.

I’d roll it out right at the front of the room.
Wearing the right leggings.
Doing the hard variations.
Trying to look like the kind of yoga teacher who had it all together.

And if I’m honest, that performance mindset didn’t stop when class ended.
It followed me everywhere — in my work, in my relationships, in my role as a teacher, partner, leader, woman.

Performing. Proving. Perfecting. All day long. Everyday. 

Until one day — without planning, without a dramatic decision — I quietly pulled my mat to the back of the room.

My intuition was speaking up and I was just quiet enough to hear it.
And as I settled onto my mat, I felt something in me soften… and listen.

That small move? It changed everything.

The Shift From Performance to Presence

In yoga, we often hear the phrase “just show up on your mat.”
But what if how we show up matters just as much as that we show up?

That day in the back row, I stopped performing and started practicing — truly, deeply, authentically.

I slowed down.
I breathed deeper.
I skipped poses.
I listened to my body instead of overriding it. In my previous life, I was a competitive dancer and I knew very well how to push through discomfort to get the perfect shape, but "just being" in a shape had been elusive.

That day, I let go of doing yoga right and started letting yoga do me.

And slowly, something sacred started to unfold:

• My nervous system began to relax

• The internal pressure eased

• My heart opened

• My mind grew quieter

• Tension melted

I had found my way back to the true heart of yoga — not just the poses, but the practice.

The 8 Limbs of Yoga: A Return to Yoga's Foundation

What I was experiencing was what the ancient yogic texts have always taught — yoga isn’t just about stretching or strength. It’s a path toward inner stillness, self-awareness, and spiritual connection.

As outlined by Patanjali in the Yoga Sutras, the 8 Limbs of Yoga offer a complete guide to a more conscious life:

1. Yamas (ethical principles)

2. Niyamas (personal observances)

3. Asana (physical postures)

4. Pranayama (breath control)

5. Pratyahara (withdrawal of senses)

6. Dharana (concentration)

7. Dhyana (meditation)

8. Samadhi (bliss or union)

That moment — quietly taking my mat to the back of the room — was a practice in:

• Ahimsa: Non-harming. I stopped pushing past my limits.

• Svadhyaya: Self-study. I started to notice why I felt the need to prove myself.

• Dhyana: Meditation. I listened inwardly, rather than outwardly.

It was no longer about the posture.
It was about the presence inside the posture.

As restorative teacher Judith Hanson Lasater reminds us:

“Yoga is not about touching your toes. It’s about what you learn on the way down.”

Yoga as Nervous System Healing

In our fast-paced, productivity-obsessed world, we’re often praised for how much we can do — even in our wellness practices.

But true yoga invites us to be.
To listen.
To feel.
To pause.
To come home to ourselves.

As science now shows, mindful movement, deep breathing, and intentional rest — the foundations of many yoga practices — directly support nervous system regulation and help us shift from chronic fight-or-flight into states of rest, healing, and integration.

When we stop performing and start practicing, we don’t just change our yoga.
We change our lives.

An Invitation: Step Back to Move Forward

If you’ve been feeling the pressure to keep up, to push harder, or to perform — both on your mat and in your life — I see you.

And I invite you to try something different.

Pull your mat to the back of the room.
Close your eyes.
Breathe.

Ask yourself, gently:

“What would it feel like to honor myself — not just in this practice, but in my whole life?”

Let your yoga be a place where you return to yourself — not prove yourself.

The Practice Continues…

This shift in my own practice laid the groundwork for how I now teach, lead retreats, and create sacred space for others. It’s why so many women join us on our retreats feeling burned out, disconnected, or stuck — and leave feeling grounded, radiant, and clear.

And if you’ve ever felt your intuition whisper — maybe I want to go deeper… maybe even become a teacher someday…
I want you to know something is coming.

We’ll be sharing details soon about our upcoming Yoga Teacher Training — and this path isn’t just about certification. It’s about transformation. From the inside out.

Stay close. Keep listening.
Your mat — your practice — your path is waiting.

With love,
Autumn